Weight Loss

9th May 2012 | 3 notes

Whoever you are you should know that you’re my thinspo.

All about me

[ ] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I look at thinspo
[ ] I collect thinspo
[x ] I count calories
[ ] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[ ] I love food
[x]] I purge if I think I ate too much

I AM:
[x ] anorexic I eat too much to really be considered a textbook anorexic.
[ ] ednos
[x]] bulimic
[ ] living off diet pills
[x] hungry
[x ] thirsty
[x] drinking something
[ ] under 100lbs
[x] fasting/starving myself

PEOPLE:
[ ] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic/have an ED
[x] have called me fat
[x] have said I’m skinny
[x] have said I’m ugly
[x] have said I’m pretty
[x] spread rumors about me
[ ] forced me to eat

I WISH:
[x] I was thinner
[x] I had a better body
[x] I didn’t have to eat
[x] I could control myself
[x ] I was under 100lbs
[x] I could avoid food
[x] I could hide what I am
[x] I wasn’t fat
[x] I was pretty
[x] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I LOVE:
[x] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference when fasting
[ ] shaking
[x] feeling airy
[x] losing weight
[ ] being anorexic/bulimic/ednos
[ ] green tea
[ ] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

APPEARANCE:
[ ] I am shorter than 5’4
[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes
[ ] I have self made scars
[ ] I have a tattoo
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[x] I have freckles
[D] Cup size is (A) (B) (C) (D)
[ ] I am pear shaped
[x] I am petite
Yep, this is me.

25th Apr 2012 | 1 note

Parent Alert!

okay so my parents found my journal where I wrote down everything! It says how much I eat, some thinspo motivation and other crap like how much I weigh. Now they know everything! Help me I’m scared!